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it's very early in the morning, but for some reason i just don't want to go to bed. it's not like i have anything to do or anyone to talk to, i just don't feel like sleeping. i'm usually a big fan of daily hibernation, but today it just seems to be a waste. like i'll miss something. i don't know what though, i think that's what is currently annoying me. today seems to have been a waste of my time. i don't know why i allow myself to be stuck in days that are a waste of time. especially ones that are of my own doing. sometimes life feels like a waste of time. sleeping feels like a waste of time. sometimes breathing even feels like a waste of time. i don't understand why though. it's not as if these things are interfering with my daily agenda, far from it. it's more like these things are just meaningless endeavors that society has trained us to see as vital. i feel like pavlov's dogs. sometimes i try not to breathe. i feel like it's just pointless and i'll be fine without it. that always ends up with me getting a little light headed and gasping for a breath. i guess procrastination isn't something that can be done when it comes to vital bodily functions. think of how much more efficient it would be if i could just wait to pee until right before i died. Imagine all of the time that i would save in a year by not spending three minutes in the bathroom four times a day. that is perfectly wasted time that i could be using to watch TV or surf the net. Too bad though. i guess i'll just have to learn to accept my natural responsibilities and complete them on time; so i don't pass out or pee my pants or something