Unending Song

ugh.
i want to throw up.
i want to punch myself.
i want to be not so dumb.
i wan to go home.
i want to sleep.
i want to not be here.
i want to throw up.
ugh
i want to hit myself.
i want to run away.
i want to never be responsible again.
i want to never be irresponsible again.
i want to hit myself.
ugh
i want to disappear.
i want to hide.
i want to flee.
i want to sink in a hole.
i want to disappear
ugh