Unending Song

i was watching tv the other day, and there was this scene where a kid was sitting out window just thinking. that's when it hit me....i don't think that i ever really think! i'm not talking about common sense kind of stuff, or learning crap....but i mean actually thinking. like sitting down and thinking through a problem, or thinking about a relationship. i think when crap happens i just sit and try to forget. i don't want to have to spend time thinking about all of the crap that goes on in my life when i have to live through it. that, and i've been told that i make a funny face when i think. people always ask me if i'm ok, hmm...more reasons not to think. Okay moving onto bigger and better things...um...ok maybe not bigger or better, just moving on. i can't believe it's friday. it feels like it should be tuesday. it's crazy how fast this week went, and i'm glad. i think i'm getting sick. this makes me very sad. i'm pretty darn tired of being sick. i had my advising meeting for classes next semester....i'll have to say i'm pretty excited about some of the classes that i get to take. outdoor recreation and campcraft...recreational sports...first aid & emergency procedures....oh the life of a rec major! i really wish that it was thanksgiving. i think i'm going to skip out on going home, and go visit my brother instead. we were going to go to chicago for the weekend, but dumb, he has to work on friday and saturday. who's going to want to go to a fancy restaurant for thanksgiving weekend? NO ONE! people want to eat pumpkin pie for thanksgiving....not french pastries! they shouldn't need the executive pastry chef that weekend. but oh well the do. guess i'll just go up there and visit him, and force him to make me amazing food!!!! ok this entry is dumb and trivial, and the most asinine thing that i have typed in a long time.