brain farts and senior moments

i think i did something dumb. but i can't remember. but i think i did. i mean there is proof that a wrong doing occurred. and my name is attached to it. but i don't know what i did. i don't remember. not at all. maybe my subconscious has blocked it out. maybe it was so offensive that i don't even want to remember it. it makes me want to cry. maybe i'm being framed. it's sad that i don't remember. it's sad that no one has really said that i did something wrong. but i saw the receipt. it's there. in blue and yellow. but i don't remember. and now i feel dumb. and evil. and my stomach is churning. and my heart is burning. but i don't know why. i don't want to cry, it's dumb. i'm sorry to you that i did something dumb to. i can honestly say i didn't mean it. and that i don't remember it.

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ani defranco singing When Doves Cry is a tragedy. i cringe more when she sings it than i do when i hear prince. i think that the barenaked ladies maybe the only band that i have ever heard perform it well. very well in fact.