all things molly ringwald...

it is wednesday of spring break and all ready i feel like bashing my head into a wall. i'm so bored. i wish i had the funds to go somewhere. but alas.

i am going to cleveland tomorrow. cory has thursday and maybe friday off, so i get to go visit them. pretty exciting, i haven't really seen them much since they were in vegas all of the way back in october. we're going to the st. patty's day parade and then to his new restaurant...Lolita. i love eating where he works. it's always so much fun.

i had plans for break. big academic plans. plans that would make your head explode. plans to write three papers and start 2 more. plans to study for a dante exam so i can graduate. plans to brainstorm a project. what have i done so far? slept in till 11 everyday and watched 3 episodes of america's next top model. got hooked on UPN from detriot...and the hip-hop versions of the golden girls, full house, and designing women; and dyed my hair.

however, i did start an application for AmeriCorps. Yet another option for post graduation. It seems a little less daunting than the Peace Corps, boasting a 1 year commitment, a $4,750 education credit, and a meager living allowance. plus it would give me tons of practical experience in a slightly more comfortable setting. i did find an organization that i would really like to work for. it's youth organization in Randel, Washigton. Sounds like it's similar to the Boys and Girls Club, so hat would be familiar, but maybe too familiar. Maybe i'm not pushing myself enough. And if i'm not going to use this experience to try new things, that maybe i should just get a full time job working in a Boys and Girls Club. But where? And is that what i really want to do? AHHHH! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I want someone to tell me, but be prepared because when you do, i'll probably snap at you for trying to control my life, i only say that from experience. I like the idea that it would only be a 1 year commitment. It's a lot less daunting than 2. And the fact that i see a 2 year stint in The peace Corps as a horrifyingly long time, is probably a good indicator that i am NOT ready to be married. God it makes me want to throw up just thinking about it. So for all of you men who were thinking about proposing to me this weekend...You had better think again!...when you read that in your head, please hear it as i was saying it. Like a Sista! with fingers snapping and head waggling, because that just makes it all the better.

i watched sixteen candles and the breakfast club this weekend. i realize that i was 1 and 2 years old when they were made, but i still love them. it makes me want to watch pretty in pink. i think i'm on a slight molly ringwald craze.

my toes are numb, it's cold in here. and i'm bored. did i mention that i'm bored? because i am.

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