another day

my heart is pulling out my chest tonight.
it's longing to be with someone else.
somewhere else.
maybe someday it will.

my soul doesn't know where its supposed to be.
or with whom.
maybe someday it will.

i'm tired of this pointlessness.
i need a purpose.
something to strive for.
someone to protect.

everything seems to be at a stand still.
not moving,
but rushing by.
never ending.

i don't know what i'm typing.
i'm full of crap.
and a little lonely.