down hill

6 weeks left. sounds so completely strange. i can't believe that this year is almost over. advising is this week. registration next. craziness. 6 weeks and then maybe only two semesters instead of three, and then i'm done. done with college. a college grad. strange. i feel like i'm still a freshman. only i don't feel like a freshman at all. i sort of feel like i've wasted this experience called college, just because i don't do normal college things. weird. crap. gotta type a paper. even though i've been at this thing for three years, for some reason i still resist the need to do homework. i should definitely stop that if i'm going to graduate a semester early. next year will be crazy. i will work and i will study and i will sleep. and that will be all. blah. but i'll graduate. and maybe, hopefully get a job somewhere that i like, doing what i want. that's the goal right? to be marketable? well...here's to marketability!