Wednesday, November 23, 2005

shoot me

i feel awful.
i'm stressed and emotionally drained.
work has been a nightmare.
it seems to rip my heart out.
i hate that i love those kids so much.
i don't think i could love them anymore.
so much potential, and they don't even know it.
they don't even care.
it kills me.
my eyes hurt from crying so much tonight

i have to type a 5 page paper tonight.
do my accounting homework.
and type another paper that's way late.

i feel like someone is stirring my insides with a metal coat hanger.
i think i might throw up.
this is not conducive to writting papers.
ugh i don't know what's wrong.

i think this might be the longest night of my life.